Abuse in the Military: Wounds That Don’t Heal

Segment 1: Their Physical Wounds Were Not Healing.  On this edition of The Doug Noll Show we have the 2nd part of our interview with Sarah Blum: psychotherapist, Vietnam vet, nurse and author. Sarah finished her tour of duty at Cu Chi in 1968 and started working at a hospital in Tacoma, Washington. It was then that she started to learn how internally broken veterans were. Young guys were coming back and not being received in a positive way. Additionally, their physical wounds were not healing the way in which there were expected. Sarah realized that their heads and hearts were not in balance. At that time no one at that time understood PTSD.

Segment 2: Women Under Fire.  When Sarah decided to write her first book she was still working as a nurse psychotherapist, and realized she needed three things in order to complete this project: a title that she could get behind and that would inspire her, the knowledge that she could write well, and plenty of women to interview. She began interviewing women veterans who were open to speaking about serving in the military. She wanted a wide variety of stories and was open to everyone. She scheduled interviews once a week for years. During an interview she would essentially do two things: write and listen. Her psychotherapy skills came into play as well, as she needed to be fully present and hold the women in a safe and protected way. Sarah conducted interviews with 58 women vets over a course of a few years, ranging from WWII vets to the most current veterans. A mentor who read her manuscript told her she should write about women being abused in the military, which Sarah struggled with, but which eventually changed the shape of the entire project. She ended up with two separate books as well as a website.

Segment 3: Isolated, Ostracized and Shamed.  During her research Sarah started hearing stories of abuse toward women. In listening to their stories, what made an impact on her was the tremendous tenacity and courage of the women who had been abused. It wasn’t just about the assault; it was about what followed the assault. She began to feel a strong connection with these women and was inspired to do something on their behalf. Sarah discovered that there was a culture of abuse toward women in the military that undermines morale and destroys the health, minds, and careers of valuable women soldiers. These women were being subjected to violent sexual abuse. Typically men in the military perceive women as government property that they could do with what they chose. If a woman reports the abuse they are punished harshly. The perpetrators are protected, promoted and permitted to continue. The victims are isolated, ostracized and shamed.

Segment 4: Leadership Fail.  Sarah believes there is a leadership failure within the military, and they cannot “train” their way out of this. There is a sense of entitlement in the military by men, as well as a hierarchical structure within the military so powerful that any woman reporting rape or sexual assault will find her superiors closing rank and protecting themselves instead of the victim. It is a target-rich environment for sexual assault and the leadership does not want to see it, know it, or deal with it. To find out more about Sarah’s invaluable work, visit http://www.womenunderfire.net/.

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Healing from the Trauma of War and Abuse

Segment 1: Hearing Their Stories.  On this edition of The Doug Noll Show we have the pleasure of speaking with Sarah Blum. Sarah is a decorated Vietnam veteran nurse who served as an operating room nurse in the 12th Evacuation Hospital in Cu Chi, Vietnam during the height of fighting in 1967. She is also a therapist and the author of Women Under Fire: Abuse in the Military and the sequel, Women Under Fire: PTSD and Healing. Sarah decided that if there was ever a war and she was single, that she would enlist as a military nurse. She talked to a number of different recruiters and ended up enlisting in the Army. She was trained as an operating nurse at Letterman General Hospital in San Francisco, which was her first experience with Veterans from Vietnam. She began hearing their stories and witnessing their pain and healing, which shaped her Vietnam experience.

Segment 2: A Loss of Faith.  Sarah was flown to Vietnam and got her orders to be a nurse at the 67th Evacuation Hospital, but ended up switching with someone and going to the 12th Evacuation Hospital in Cu Chi. It was a desolate area. She was allowed a few days to get situated and “make a space for herself” before going to work in the operating room. She quickly became a trauma nurse, as the hospital was situated where all the fighting was taking place and was the largest user of fresh blood. Emotionally it was very disturbing. Over time it had a detrimental effect on her spirituality. She couldn’t believe the Divine would allow something so horrible to take place.

Segment 3: Their Minds and Hearts Were Still Injured.  Sarah eventually experienced a breaking point and in order to get through her tour as a nurse she imagined building a thick brick wall around her heart. She was so successful with the wall that all her memories of the 2nd half of her tour are not in color; they are in tones of brown.

When she came back to the U.S. she was assigned to a hospital in Tacoma, Washington. She began noticing that the wounds the soldiers experienced were not healing the way they should be healing. She realized the wounds weren’t healing because the soldiers’ minds and hearts were still injured. That was the impetus for her to become psychotherapists. She first became an intuitive healer, and although she didn’t have any formal education, she did the work helped a lot of veterans. Ultimately she went back to school and studied psychotherapy in college and graduate school. She learned about trauma, how it affects people and how to help heal it. 

Segment 4: National Pride and Past Trauma.  In 1996 she became part of an organization called Peace Trees, and traveled to Vietnam to plant indigenous trees on the land that was destroyed by the war. Sarah was the only woman veteran on the trip. They first removed all the live land mines out of the land so the area was safe for Vietnamese children. The goal of the trip was to highlight the devastation done by America, and then plant trees to beautify the area. The area is now a grown forest called Friendship Forest. At the end of the trip she went back to the area she had been stationed in during the war. She visited the tunnels that thousands of Vietnamese people lived in. Although very traumatic, she experienced a tremendous spiritual healing and a heart opening as well. She realized there was no difference between the Vietnamese and the Americans. They both had national pride as well as past trauma from which to heal.

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